Love?? Or is it?

What is love??

How can the person who claims the love you hurt you??

How can the one person that can make your day can ruin it??

Why do some people stick around and give people second chances when they hurt them the first time??

Why do females wear their emotions on their sleeves but boys act like nothing gets to them??

Why do people lie while in relationships??

Why do people cheat? If you arent happy with the person you are with why be with them??

Why is love so confusing?? Or maybe if your confused its not love!!

~~~ Can someone PLEASE answer my questions!! Atleast two!!

Comp 105

I think this is going to be by far the hardest class I have ever taken or will ever take. Its not going to be hard because of the work but because of whats expected. I dont wear my emotions on my sleeve. That is a task I dont think I can complete. I have spent my WHOLE life to protray an image of what I wanted people to see. I think getting deep into who I am is back steping from all the process I have made to hide me. I have barried the real me so deep down inside I dont even know if I would recognize her if she slapped me in the face. On the outside Im beautiful and intelligent and EVERYONE think I have it TOGETHER but my inside in dark and shaped like a maze!.... Gosh!...This first paper is going to we a wowzer for me!! I hope the rest of the class isnt about who I am or how I should feel.

The Power of Words

The powerful words I remember....



"Yes we can"...Obama



"We suffer pain, we hang tight to hope, we nurture expectations, we are plagued occasionally by fears, we are haunted by defeats and unrealized hopes"...Sidney Poitier



"Everything happens for a reason"...Jackie Kelly

"Omg, Lol, Lmao, Ard"...peers

"I HATE you!"

"I LOVE you!"

Las Vegas

After class on Wednesday, I went to work. I got off of work at about nine oclock but I got home at about 9:45 because I took my co worker home. Once I got home I began to back for my trip to Las Vegas. On Thursday. my mother, father, little brother and I boardered the plane at about 7.

My family and I arrived in Vegas at 8am their time and 11am ours. We stayed at the MGM grand. While in Vegas I did many cool things. On Thursday my family and I went to see The Jersey boys, on friday we say The original Temptations and on Sunday we watched the fight Mayweather vs. Marquez. In between all the shows My mom and I went to fashion show mall. I got some really cool things from Dilards and Macys.

My trip was pretty fun the only thing I didnt like was all the smoke (it flared my asthma) and the fact that I didnt have internet access. If I didnt have facebook mobile I probably would of went insane.

Thinking out loud

When I was a little child I was very wise for my age ahead of my class..Instead of Playing with baby dolls I wanted to heal people and make them better. Every since I was a child it seemed as though I had a promising future and I was every one's Golden Child....As I got Older I became Naive,Lazy, and undependable...Why?Because I had no child hood always treated as an adult with many responsibilities, I began to think If I was Lazy then no one would ask me for anything of expect so much from me!..The Roles I played became an Permanent Mind Set for me as a Person.
What I looked at as a disaster for a child and something too much for me to Handle is something I wish I could have again It motivated me and Inspired me. Since High School It seems Like my life has took a down fall...New Chapter in my life a New Jackie...I became a nicer person and person reliable to my friends because I used to be so cruel to them and an unreliable person to my parents and teachers(the ones who used to expect so much for me)I thought that this new Change in my life would make me a better person...My mother always told me a good attitude will sometimes get you farther than a good education...I have always wanted to go far in life but I think I took that advice the wrong way...Some of the people I have let into my life has made my life a difficult life to live!...I am known to be loyal but maybe to loyal because lately my loyalty and dedication to my friends has gotten me into trouble. I had to learn the hard way that the only person who is by my side is God and the only person who really cares about me is MY Mother...

Boys will always be here so I have a lot of time to focus on them and now is really not the time

Material things are not important...those are things my mom buy for me and work hard for me to have...if I dont work hard and get a good education I will never have the things I will really need.

Leaving you I want to tell you that everything happens for a reason the timing the place, everything...Every person that comes in your life is there for a reason. From every situation learn something and take that with you!...Learn from your mistakes dont dwell on them because once its done you can never take it back, you can just never do it again